Remember that i love you forever

31-July-2020 01:38 AM

One Day She will forget me,

One Day she will feel nothing for me,

One Day she will forget my fragrance,

One Day She will stop searching me in her memories,

One Day She will be so busy in her life, she would have no time to remember me,

One Day she will Forget my love and care for her,

One Day she will Forget my touch,

One Day she will Forget my Voice,

One Day She will Forget all the Hours, Minutes and Seconds we used to spend on phone,

One Day there will be no me in any aspect of her life,

One Day she will decide to move on and enjoy the life,

But

I will always feel the fragrance of her body,

I will always remember her beautiful eyes,

I will always remember her beautiful long Hair touching her waist,

I will always remember the time we spent together,

I will always remember her anger on me,

I will always remember her love and care for me,

I will always remember her beautiful ears i used to bite,

I will always remember her beautiful neck with couple of mole on it,

I will always remember her beautiful lips, i used to kiss,

I will always remember her beautiful hands , i used to hold,

I will always remember her magical lap, i used to rest on,

I will always remember the way she used to play with my Hair,

I will always remember the sweets she used to hide in her lunch box,

I will always remember the lil pain she used to feel in her tummy when she gets tense,

I will always remember the nail paint she used to use,

I will always remember the song that she used to listen,

I will always remember the things  she used to enjoy,

I will always remember her happiness and joy to stand by my side,

I will always remember her beautiful voice,

I will always remember the promises we made,

I will always remember the last few talks we had,

I will always remember how she got changed,

I will and I will forever, infinity +.

I will never let anyone stand at her place, My Heart has no space left,

My Heart is flooded with her feelings, emotion and love,

and my brain is overstocked with her memories.

My soul will always be trapped in her memories, love and fragnance.

My lost Infinity Love will always be running my blood.

My lost Infinity Love will always be running my blood.

Khusnaseeb Log

                                                             30-July-2020  11:40PM

Kitne khusbaseeb hote hai wo log jinhe bina kuch kiye kisi ka keemati pyar mil jata hai,

Kitne khusbaseeb hote hai wo log jinhe bina kuch kiye kisi ka keemati pyar mil jata hai,

Kitne badnaseeb hote hai wo log jinka dil ka tukra koi aur ek pal me le jata hai,

Shayad galti un do pyar krne walo ki hi hoti he, no duniya ki baato me aa jate hai,

Kuch log himmat haar jate hai to kuch barbaad ho jate hai,

Wo 7 janam sath bitane k waade kuch pal me tut jate hai,

Khushnaseeb hote hai wo log, jine bina kuch kiye kisi ka pyar mil jata hai,

Kaise Waqt Badal Jate hai

29-July-2020 14:50PM

Kaise waqt badal Jate hai,

Kaise har umeed khatam ho jati hai,

kaise rishte badal jate hai,

kaise dil k tukre ho jate hai,

Kaise jo dil k bot kareeb ho, jiske bina jeena mushkil ho wo paraye ho jate hai,

agar ise hi jindagi kehte hai,

to aisi jindagi dubara na hi mile, bas yahi dua rehti hai.

Har Sapne Me Wo Najar Aati Hai

26-July-2020 14:30PM

Har sapne me wo najar aati hai,

Har bar kisi k hatho me hath rakh kr wo chali aati hai,

Dekhta nhi hu us anjane ki shakal,jiske hatho me hath rakh kr wo aati hai,

Par wo b mujhse najre nhi milati hai, jhuki hoti hai uski najre aur chehra khamosh hota hai,

Jaise mujse hajar baate karni he but kuch hai jo use rokta hai,

Kyu har baar wo mere sapne me yu chali aati hai,

Uski najro me pyar to hota hai mere liye, par wo bhi meri tarah bebas si najar aati hai,

Kyu har bar wo mere sapno me chali aati he.

Kitne sapne dekhe the hmne, kitne wade pure karne baki the,

Par ab wo sirf sapno me hi aati hai, aur kisi aur k hatho me hath rakh kr aati hai,

Mere pyar ko bhula k bas meri galtiya use najar aati hai,

Kyu wo har raat mere sapno me chali aati hai,

Ab to aansu b naraj rehte hai mujse, har roj beh kar wo b ab pareshan se rehte hai,

Bohot mushkil si hai jindagi uske bina, sambhalna chahta hu par wo har yaad me chali aati hai,

Kyu wo har baar sapno me chali aati hai,

Kisi aur k Hatho me apne hath daal k muje har baar tadpa jati hai,

Kyu wo mere sapno me har bar chali aati hai.

How Does it feel?

25-July-2020 17:50PM

How does it feel to be in a state of trance forever?

How does it feel of loosing everything forever?

How does it feel of seeing someone you love, with someone else?

How does it feel of setting a part of your soul apart?

How does it feel to be awake late night and getting scared to see next morning?

How does it feel, being totured by your own soul and mind?

How does it feel of keep on  listning to lies when you know the truth?

How does it feel, when someone betray you and stab you so hard?

How does it feel when you are going through rough time of your life and you need someone to be with you but you have to fight alone?

How does it feel when life treats you like you are nothing?

How does it feel? 

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

Choti si Jindagi

24-July-2020

Kuch aisi galtiya jo kabi thik nhi kari ja sakti,

Kuch aise Pal jo kabi wapis nhi laye ja sakte,

Aisa pyar jo bas ek hi baar hota hai,

Bas wahi ek yaar jo bheed me alag dikhayi deta hai,

ab wo yaar kisi aur ka hai, ab wo pyar kisi aur ka hai,

ab wo pal kisi aur k hai, ab galtiya karne ki kisi aur ki baari hai,

Jindagi choti si hai, jaise taise katt jayegi, tu aye ya na aye,

Ye hawaye to rula hi Jayengi.

I  Miss You H

Thodi Si Khushi

                                       23-July-2020, 11:10PM 

Aaj usne muje yaad kiya, din bhar yaad kiya.

Chehre pe fir ek khushi si ayi, uski mohabbat fir yaad ayi,

Par tassali nhi huyi is mann ko, 

Dil abi b toota hai, apne tukre pakad k baitha hai,

Kehta hai mai abi jinda hu, apne tukre lekar bhatak rha hu,

Aaj kuch khas tha, dil uske liye betaab sa tha, 

kehna tha use kaafi kuch, par janta tha kuch matlab nhi ab un baato ka,

Jab uske hatho me hai hath kisi aur ka.

Aksar Sochta hu

23:30PM 22-July-2020

Aksar sochta rehta hu ki ab kya bacha hai jindagi mai,

Log baate krte hai mujhse, par mai kahi aur hi hota hu,

Wo shayad muje kuch smjhate hai, par mai apni alag hi duniya me hota hu,

Aksar sochta rehta hu ki ab kya bacha hai jindagi mai,

Aksar khud se baate krta hu, aksar apni galtiyo ko gintaa rehta hu,

Janta hu haar chuka hu sab kuch, uthna chahta hu fir se par kiske liye, ye soch k baith jata hu,

bohot sapne dekhe the, bohot apne dekhe the, sab kuch dur jate dekha hai,

Aksar sochta rehta hu ki ab kya bacha hai jindagi mai,

Aksar use dekha hai sapno me, aksar us se akele baith k baate krta hu,

kahi koi dekh k pagal na kahe, tabhi darr darr k baate krta hu,

janta hu duniya nhi samjhegi mujhe, meri duniya me  bas mai hi hu,

Aksar sochta rehta hu ki ab kya bacha hai jindagi mai,

Aksar uski baate khyal banke aati hai, Chehre do pal ki khushi aakar fir chale jati he,

Aankhe ab namm si rehti hai, jaise kisi ko dekhna chahti hai,

par use b pta hai ab wo chehra najar na ayega, kuch aansoo baha k wo b chup kar jate hai,

Aksar sochta rehta hu ki ab kya bacha hai jindagi mai,

Aksar sochta rehta hu ki ab kya bacha hai jindagi mai,

Meri har dua me tum rahoge

11:32PM 21-July-2020

Jindagi me ab kuch bacha hi nhi,

kiske liye jiye, kiske liye mare,

jb wo tha, tb sab kuch tha,

ab wo nhi, to kuch bhi nhi,

aksar wo naraj rehti thi mujhse,

aksar wo kuch kehte kehte ruk jati thi,

kuch baate smjh jata tha mai,

kuch pooch pata na tha,

uski aankho me jo pyar tha, uski adayo ka jo jwab tha,

wo mujhse jada kon smjhega, aur wo kise smjhayegi.

mai ho na saka uska, ye narajgi khuda se rahegi,

har dua me bas wahi rahegi, aur wo meri ho jaye,

yahi dua khuda se rahegi meri.

Socha tha

11:45PM, 20-July-2020

Socha tha jee lenge uske bina,

Bas wo khush rhe aur wo pareshan na rhe,

Usne kaha muje jane do, ab mera pyar tumhare liye nhi rha,

Tut gya usi pal jb ye alfaaz uske muh se suna,

Kaise rokta, kya keh kr rokta kyuki ab mujhme wo baat bhi nhi thi.

I Miss You H

It only Hurts

19-July-2020 11:35PM

It hurts, it hurts so much, it hurts too much.

Every breath i take, it hurts.

Every time i blink my eyes, it hurts.

Every moment, every second, it just hurts.

It quite impossible to not notice the pain i am going through.

Her memories are damn strong than the reality.

Time spent with her is so strong that it's not allowing me to spend time in present.

I m fcuking messed up. All roads looks to me like zigzag hell.

Running water looks to me like it still since forever.

My heart has no feelings left, my brain has no sense left,My nerves have no motions left, my flowing blood stream is screaming.

Everything is ended. This body has a dead soul in it. My soul is trying to find the exit gate. It's getting frustrated inside this body. This soul needs peace, a white light, a bright white light of hope and freedom.

This soul is tired of being in darkness.

It's almost over and it almost ended.

It ended when she said goodbye and requested a last kiss and hug from my soul.

I denied, i denied in fear of loosing her forever.

I denied because this soul cant live forever without her.

I am sorry for every bad time i gave you.i am sorry for every tear i gave you. I am sorry my love , i am sorry.

Wo Roothe Raste

                                                        18-July-2020 11:56PM 

Wo raste rooth se gye hai ab mujse,

Wo beete pal abi bhi jinda hai mujme,

Woh tera intzaar krna mere aane ka, kaise bhula skunga mai,

Wo teri nigahe jb bheed me dhundti thi mujhe, kaise bhula skunga mai,

Wo tera khushi se muje galle lga lena kaise bhula skunga mai,

Wo chehra, wo aankhe, wo baal wo muskaan kaise bhula sakunga mai, tu mujhme he, sirf mujhme hai , mai tujhme abi b hu ya nhi, kon btayega mujjhe.

Maut k baad hmara milna jaruri hai

11:30PM 17-July-2020

Meri Ruh to abhi bhi tere sath hai,

Teri ruh abhi tak mujhme hai, ehsas krta hu aisa mai,

jamane ne aur meri bebasi ne, bas shareer alag kr diye hai,

har pal tera hi ehsas hai, aur tera hi junoon hai,

ye hatho ki lakeere kab tak hme juda rkhengi,

maut k baad to humne milna hi hai.

Tujhe Bhulana Asaan Nhi

16-July-2020, 11:50PM

Kash kisi ko bhulana itna mushkil na hota,

nhi to rishte hajar bana lete,
kisi ek k jane se jindagi itni sunsaan ho jayegi,
ye pta hota to uska hath pakad k bheekh b maang lete.

Bebasi, Bebasi aur bas Bebasi

15-July-2020 11:50AM

Ashq aankho tak aake ruk jate hai,is darr se ki,

Kahi koi dekh na le aur hale dil puch na le,

Dhundta rehta hu sunsaan raste, par tu hmesha sath rehti he,

Bohot mushkil sa ho gya hai jeena mera, har saans me tujhse bichadne ka dard hai,

jis dard se jhooj rha hu mai, kash ye dard kisi ko na mile,

bebasi, bebasi aur bas bebasi, yhi he jindagi ab meri.

Wo Sangeet jo Hmara tha

14-July-2020, 11:50PM

Today, my brain is numb since morning. I am not in good situation where i can write something special today.

But Baby, i played guitar today after a long time. i played the same music that i used to play for you and you always make me feel special after listening to it.

Jada lamba jeena mushkil hoga

13-July-2020 22:31PM

Aaj roya jee bhar k roya, kabhi bacho ki tarah to tabhi pagalo ki tarah roya.

Socha tha mann kuch halka hoga, sine se kuch dard kam hoga,

Par teri mohabbat hai aisi bacha, sab waise ka waise raha.

Kitna b rolu mai, kitna b taras jau mai, bas ye khyal ki tujse kabi na mil paunga,

Jine nhi deta ab. tere bina jee to lunga par wo jina jada lamba jina nhi ho payega.

Fir dekha tera ek sapna

12-July-2020 22:58PM

Aaj fir dekha tera ek sapna,

Tere ghar k darwaje pe khada dekh rha tha mai kuch apna,
Andar se khushiyo ki awaje aa rhi thi, jaise doli uthne ka waqt ho kisika,
Pukara tujhe badi jor se maine, but tu har waqt ki tarah nhi aayi meri sajna.

Fanaa ho gya pyar tera

11-July-2020 22:45PM

Mere liye namumkin he is pyar ko fanaa kr dena

namumkin he tere siwa kisi aur ko apna lena,

naraj hu mai, khafa hu mai, but kis se, ye nhi janta.

tujhse kabi narajgi jata na saka, kabhi na tune pucha na mai bta ska.

Aaj mann kiya tujhse kuch baat kar lu

10-July-2020, 11:53PM

Aaj mann kiya tujhse kuch baate kr lu,

Apne tute dil ka haal bta sku,
Apne ashko ka kuch hisab baat saku,
Par fir khyal aya, tum hoge apne naye humsafar k sath,
tumhare ab honge naye sapne aur naye waade uske sath,

par mere waade marke b kahi jinda hai, kuch sharminda hai to kuch abhi bhi jinda hai. 😢

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missing you badly love.

logo ki Nasiyate

10-July-2020  2:05PM

Jisne b tujhe nasiyate di hongi,

daat deta hu un logo ki soch pe,

Jinhone teri ruh tak ko badal diya,

Agar karna tha yhi, to shuruat me kyu nhi bol diya.

Itne sapne , itne armaan dikha k tum kisi aur sang chal diye,

Ja jile apni jindagi tu nye daur se, tuje kya farak pdega hmare hone ya nahone se.

Meri Aashiqui k Alfaaz

9-July-2020  1:26AM

Kash apni Aashiqui ko alfaazo me jikar kiya hota,

Tere un sab shako ko durr kiya hota,

meri jindagi ek chote se dayre me bandhi thi,

jisme mai tha aur tu thi, ab bas mai hu aur mai hu.

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I Miss You H

Kya Ye Jaruri Tha, Tera Aise door Chale Jana.

Time 8-July-2020 11:15PM

Kya ye jaruri tha, tera aise door  chale jana,

 Ek baar paas to bulati thoda sa aur rulati,

Pal pal marta hu, bas tuje hi yaad krta hu,

ek baar to bulati, jra aur to rulati,

Kaise maan liya tune kisi aur ko apna,

jb chal rhi thi meri saanse aur tha mai jinda,

Jindagi bhar ka dard deke tune kyu keh diya alvida,

 ja mai nhi kehta tujhe aakhri alvida,

Mana waqt chal rha hai bura mera,

tu sath de deti to asani se lad leta,

Ek baar to bulati, paas bitha ke rulati,

Apne galle se to lgati ,

apna to bnati aise akela chor ke to na jati,

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Aakhri Alvida

Time 7-July-2020 11:02PM

 

Aakhri Alvida Adhoori kar di maine,

Is umeed me ki hum fir milenge,

haan malum hai ab ek dusre ka sath nhi he kismat me,

lekin abhi bhi wishwas hai muje humare pyar pe.

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I miss you badly , chalte chalte, haste haste, sote sote ro deta hu.

tujhe yaado se bhulana mere bas ki baat nhi.

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